My Struggle

Allow me to vent.

I’m struggling today. Blame it on the hormones.

I think the change of seasons is disrupting my balance. The moisture balance in my skin is changing. My face is more oily these days and my hair is more dry. My hair was doing so well. It was beginning to feel very moisturized. Now, I feel like whatever I put in it just sits on the surface. It feels dry. I’m not used to my hair being in such a damaged state. I know that it’s just a phase and I have to go through this to get to the other side, but sometimes it gets to be too much. I keep wondering what I can do to help it… what will make it grow faster so I can finally cut off these relaxed ends.

I slightly obsess over my hair as I did with my face when it broke out. Ok, maybe it’s more than slightly. I think all of my free time is spent on the computer looking up hair related things. Sometimes my job gets in the way. LOL. I stay up until like 1 in the morning because I’m so into it and the time just escapes me.

Another thing is that I haven’t been getting in my 64oz. of water daily. I think I’m making like 48oz. Close, but no cigar. I’m working on it. I suppose that will help my face and my hair.

Lastly, my hairline is still irritated. I’ve been trying so hard to get it back into shape. The longer it stays irritated, the longer it’ll continue to peel daily. If it’s constantly peeling, hair can’t grow properly, which will ultimately result in a bald spot. I’m not interested in a bald spot on my hairline. No ma’am! I don’t remember what I was using before that resolved my problem. I’m like 3 seconds away from going to the dermatologist. I’m glad I’m blogging, because hopefully in the future, I can look back and see what works and what doesn’t work.

Thanks for allowing me to vent. I’m done.


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